freedom from ill

It’s difficult when you’re ill and it’s even worse if you had a surgery along with it. The cut and stitches took your freedom away.

Less than a thirty minutes surgery can rob your life for more than thirty days. Lots of thing you are forbidden to do and more of things that you wanted to do but were unable to do them.

Sometimes you just have to cope with the pain but much of the time the pain held you back. People around you would just kept on saying “Come on it’s not really that bad!” But the fact was, it was really that bad.

I can’t do things I normally do which usually I can do it easily. Worst, I have to be dependent on other while I prefer to do it alone, swiftly.

I just hope I can recover soon and very-very soon. I want to have the power to do what I want the I way I prefer to. At least, I want to be able to ride my bike again where I can feel absolute free.

When I put my helmet on with a mixture of music in my ears then I stepped into my own world where only me and me alone there.